Bewilderment
Loss of one's bearings—the world as legible recedes faster than one can re-orient.
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Books that illuminate bewilderment
“Tov” Hebrew Meaning: Harmony Between Life, Animals, and Plants
"Where Did I Come From?": An Illustrated Children's Book on Human Sexuality
Peter Mayle · 1977
2001: A Space Odyssey
Arthur C. Clarke · 1968
A Bend in the River
V. S. Naipaul · 1979
A Billion Wicked Thoughts: What the Internet Tells Us About Sexual Relationships
Ogi Ogas and Sai Gaddam · 2011
A Comprehensive Manual of Abhidhamma: The Abhidhammattha Sangaha of Acariya Anuruddha
Ācariya Anuruddha · 2000
A Concise Hebrew and Aramaic Lexicon of the Old Testament
William L. Holladay · 1971
A History of God
Karen Armstrong · 1993
A Marginal Jew: Rethinking the Historical Jesus, Volume 2: Mentor, Message, and Miracles
John P. Meier
Absalom, Absalom!
William Faulkner · 1936
Alice's Adventures in Wonderland, Through the Looking-Glass, Hunting of the Snark
Lewis Carroll · 1865
An Analysis of Oliver Sacks's The Man Who Mistook His Wife for a Hat and Other Clinical Tales
Dario Krpan, Alexander O'Connor · 2017
Vela essays
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Aquinas, or How Nature Became a Verdict
Thomas Aquinas, Aristotelian *telos*, and the grammar of natural / unnatural that still wires doctrine to law
What Thomas Aquinas actually argued about sex and natural law, how Aristotle reshaped Latin Christianity, what earlier Christian idioms his synthesis sidelined, and why “natural / unnatural” still echoes in magisterial teaching and US legal…
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Shame Across Fifteen Centuries
Augustine's inward tribunal and Bataille's continuity of taboo
A Constellation pairs two corpus passages distant in era and stance while sharing subject pressure — here, shame — without pretending they agree.
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