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Edmund White · 1988
A semi-autobiographical novel following a young man's coming-of-age in the 1950s Midwest as he navigates his sexual identity and encounters a bohemian artistic community. Written in White's characteristically elegant and introspective prose, the work explores themes of self-discovery, desire, and the formation of gay sensibility.
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What this book knows
Gay desire in mid-century America is lived as shame that slowly, defiantly, converts itself into identity and finally into collective voice.
shame
I knew I had to hide my sexuality from most people, even though I was so proud of Sean. I couldn't remember exactly why we had to be ashamed.
BREE-RC-027I'd played a game, pretending to fall in love, but now the game had tricked me; I was caught. I started hyperventilating.
BREE-RC-057desire
Go with me back through the years, then be me, as I submit to the weight of youth, bumping up against this big lummox I didn't really know, myself.
BREE-RC-099For me, the Stonewall was a place where I could watch people in the inner, darker room, sit along the wall and feel at once alone and comforted.
BREE-RC-058self-and-identity
I caught myself foolishly imagining that gays might someday constitute a community rather than a diagnosis.
BREE-RC-163I envied her clear picture of what she wanted to make. I had lots of facility but no goal and very little taste.
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